Been sick

I've been sick for a little over a week now. Not fun, and it comes in waves, during the day I'll feel fine but at night my body aches and I feel heavy, or my stomach hurts or something random. Definetly not my favorite. Just finished up week 10 of school. This last week is going to be hectic, I have tons to get done, so I'm not going to take a lot of time on this post.
We might be getting another roommate, which I think is exciting. I like having people over and stuff. I'm trying to sell stuff we don't use around the house so then Chris and I can have some spending money for christmas. But its going slow since I am going crazy for school. Hopefully Ill be able to do some sewing so I can post it on etsy, but we will see how that goes.
So for my Image Manipulation final project I'm making a tattoo magazine cover with two spreads in it. I only have one spread left and then I have to write a paper explaining How I created it (woo..) lol I'm not good at writing papers. For Form & Space I'm creating a journal, a box for that journal to go in and a portfolio, & they all have to match. I decided to go with a Texas theme, lol, my classmates thought it was a good idea and liked it the most. I started it already and was prepared to just do the binding this weekend, but I ran into some issues. Hopefully itll turn out how I plan. For Typography I'm creating my own Typeface. I don't think mine is all that creative like with how some people made theirs all crazy, mines just pretty and curvy lol. And last but not least for my Electric Layout class I am making a brochure on Yamaha instruments. That one is going alright, I ran into an issue with InDesign CS5 files not working on the CS4 version, and of course didn't know this until I got to class last night. I threw something together so that I could turn something in. But now I know, freaking sucks tho.

Happy Thanksgiving!!

Thanksgiving went really well over here at our apartment. Daniel came over and hung out and grice and brandon came over too. I made green bean casserole from scratch using Elton's (from good eats) recipe, stuffing (out of the box lol), cherry pie, and apple caramel cheesecake. Chris fried the Turkey and made the potatoes and gravy. It was a really good meal and time consuming lol. We injected the turkey with a cajun seasoning chris put together. My cherry pie was the first pie I have ever made and it turned out really well and pretty :P. I made a big one and a little one, which the little one isn't as pretty cuz it was last minute but its still cute cuz its small lol. I didn't take a picture of my cheesecake but it tastes pretty good too. Now I'm cracking down on getting my gifts made for Christmas and finishing this quarter up. I only have about 3 weeks left. Which is crazy. But I'm excited. My top wisdom teeth are coming is so now food keeps getting stuck behind them. Ive been pretty much been going to school. Trying to make some money here and there.
I'm going to finish my slice of yummy cheesecake :) have a good one.

Mid-terms this week

I have to say that I did pretty well in my Image manipulation midterm, I made a book cover for Paramore :)It looks pretty cool. My midterm project for my form and space class was to make a kinetic mobile. It turned out alright, it's not as nice as I wanted it to be, but it got the job done. Ill try and make a better one later when I have more time to get it done. I started making make-up bags. The first one that I made, was like a test run and I turned out cute. At least I think so. And then I made another one later out of fabric that I was going to use for something else a few years back ( I don't even remember what it was that I was going to make out of it.) I think its pretty cute. I'll most likely make something this week. Its crazy that I'm already halfway through my second quarter. I've learned so much in so little time lol.
Chris is home, and its really nice. We went on a mini date last night which was fun. I'm just so glad he's home. Speaking of last night. Isn't it like a rule that if your front light is off that means don't come to our house? Its like an unspoken universal rule of Halloween lol. I didn't buy candy for the children. But they came anyways! Our light was off the whole time. So we took all the neglected candy that was in our candy drawer and gave it to them lol. When we left to go eat we left maybe the 10 pieces that we had left in a box and left it out on the front porch. and it was all gone by the time we came back :) We gave out trident layers lol cuz that's all we had at the end. It's so weird that I was the one who had to get up early this morning and leave Chris to sleep lol, usually its the opposite or both of us are getting up.
We are starting the pop up section of form and space. Bye :)

what a burger

I'm crazy craving what-a-burger and its driving me crazy! There aren't any here in cali, which means I'm going to have to get some for christmas lol. What-a-burger, I miss you.

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InDesign

For those of you have used adobe products you know of photoshop and flash, well I am being introduced to InDesign. Which I'm having issues learning about it so hopefully I can get a copy of the program soon so I don't have to drive all the way to school to mess with it. I'm almost done with my Yamaha ad, but I'm not sure if it is going to turn out okay. My teacher hasn't responded to me about my roughs so hopefully it will turn out well. My load at school is slowly getting heavier. I can tell that this quarter is going to be a hectic one. So far I am doing pretty well so hopefully it will stay that way.
Ive been exercising more. Taking the long way (walking not driving), going up stairs instead of using the elevator. I've been walking Busa more, but no matter how long he gets walked he doesn't get that tired. He hit his 6 month marker on the 21st :).
Tonight I'm going to be sewing somethings so that I can start selling them. We will see how that goes.

tired as all get out

I ended up getting at the most three hours of sleep. I couldn't fall asleep for the life of me. I have made potstickers for dinner since I need to go grocery shopping its about all that I have left to eat. My parents come to visit me tomorrow and I'm super excited. Its going to be a good week and hopefully things will go okay school wise. For my midterm for form and space is a kinetic mobile. Which is pretty awesome. I'm going to make one and tryto be super creative. It would be nice if I had a saw so then I could make one out of wood. How cool would that be?! Lol. Kay I'm going to enjoy my dinner and pass out watching bones.

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My side project

I think I'm going to make another blog, and its going to be about the things that I'm going to make. I want to sew purses (mainly). One, because we all know that I destroy my purses, two, because it will be cheaper if I make my own purses, and three I can sell them and make money that way since getting a job in the middle of BFE is almost impossible I might as well make the most of it. Plus it shouldn't be hard to balance my homework and sewing.
I just thought I'd post that while I was thinking about it. I gots to get up super early for school tomorrow. Soooo Good night :)

upchucked

Sunday night/Monday morning, I woke up to an upset stomach and tossed my cookies..twice. I wont go into details but ever since then my stomach has been giving me issues. I haven't been feeling well and also working on school stuff. I have been starting to sew again which is good. I haven't been able to buy fabric so Ive been using old clothes that I don't wear anymore and so far the clutch I've been working on is turning out pretty good. I just have to get some interfacing to make it sturdy and so I can finish it. I've been filling out job applications, but so far nothing. I'm super excited for school.
My parents are coming to visit, which is nice because I miss my family (not only my parents tho, my whole family)
For my Electronic Layout class I'm making this ad for Yamaha scooters, and in doing my research I now want one lol. Mainly the Vino Classic, because it looks freaking awesome. The only thing is, is that I'm not comfortable driving in Cali like to and fro school since it is mainly highways. But anyways, I'm going to go work on the book that I have to make for Form and Space.

I got it out :D

NO MORE PINK!! I'm both sad and happy. It took so much crap trying to fade it and then I decided to search instead of fading hair to what will happen if I dye over manic panic. :) A stylist said that because manic panic is a vegetable based dye (which is also why it doesn't hurt your hair dying your hair with manic panic), dying over it with a semi-permanent or permanent dye the chemicals in it will automatically lift the vegetable dye out. Sooooooo... Thats what I did, I went to walmart and got the closest color to my natural hair color which no one has seen in years, and it actually is the color my hair is normally so that made me happy to find it cuz normally I have to dye it darker. My hair isn't all on shade but it is all brown, just a lighter brown and a darker brown so thats not bad :) Now I can let my hair grow and not worry about it anymore.
My apartment is super clean which also makes me happy. It relieves so much stress not having a messy apartment. I must say that I had plans with sewing and working out but then this morning my power went out when I woke up and would come back on for 2 min and then went back out for about 3 hours so I just fell back asleep. Also it was storming outside, which I must admit was nice. We don't get that a lot out here. I like storms :)

Just proves my point

I haven't really been able to sleep the past couple days and since I don't have homework I haven't really been doing a whole lot other than cleaning and looking stuff up on the internet.
I was on the nest, which is a newly wed sight and you can connect with different people and it just has a whole lot of stuff on it. I was doing my bio and on the profile you create you get a blog too and I thought I was posting on the blog not my Bio, but anyways. I was talking about how Id rather be back home in Texas and talking about how the people out here in Cali aren't the friendliest and stuff like that. And this girl, posted on this forum thing that I posted on, which was to a newly wed into the military wanting to meet new people, and this girl said for those of you who posted how much you hate California in your bio, and all sorts of crap and went on to talk about how in 29 palms is only one part of California (which I've been to L.A. and around there and then I drive more than an hour to get to school so its not like I've only been in this area, just sayin) and then how Dallas doesn't have southern hospitality (I did post something about southern hospitality and how I missed it) and was like Ive been to Dallas and there was no southern hospitality, (I never said Dallas). I didn't respond because it just proved my point about most people who are either from cali or still live here (not just in the desert). Mind you I did say that not everyone in cali is rude, because I have some friends out here and that because theres a culture difference things are obviously different.
So I decided to just not give those people any attention and avoid the stupid crap that people want to start. Everyone is entitled to their opinion but making drama out of it is stupid.

I've been up for like 5 hours now, and it kinda sucks, I don't want to go back to sleep because then I wont be able to sleep tonight and all that kind of junk.
Fading my hair hasn't been going to well, I've used color oops, vitamin C and shampoo, baking soda, dish washing soap, home-made hot oil treatment, I think thats all I've done. and my pink isn't coming out but I think all the black has turned to brown which is good.

Sonic and Parks

Its so weird to think you know someone for over 5 years and come to find out you never really knew them at all. All the memories made, just to mean nothing at all. And it happens in just a matter of seconds.

It feels like a giant weight has been lifted

I have all of next week off from school! No more finals! Ahh, its so nice. AND I have never been this awake on a Thursday since this past quarter even started. It's really weird cuz I woke up at 6 with no alarm and then fell back asleep till 8 cuz Busa was all up in my face and jumping on me and making a whole lot of noise. I've cleaned a little already and Ive been posting stuff on 29yardsales.com for most of the day since I actually have stuff to get rid of thats just sitting around doing nothing what. so. ever. I cooked lunch, it didn't turn out perfect but its pretty good. I figured I'd start posting my wonderful projects from this now past quarter. I will post my deviant art, Ive already started. My photography deviantart is SpokenStillPhoto, and my design one is MeggerzDesign.
I am taking the black and pink out of my hair and I am leaving it alone so it will grow. I know this is super shocking esp for all of the people who have known me, esp those who have known me a long time. Im going to make a collage in memory of my hair lol.

California is wonderful.. OH if only

On my way home today from my final I ran into someone with too much road rage. He was in a Filta van, even though this guy was in a company van he sped up when I was attempting to pass him so then it made it to where I cut him off. Well he took it personal. After getting out of the mountain he proceeded to tail gate me and was inches away from hitting me and then ran me off the road, literally almost hit my car and was in my lane and forced me to get on the median.. A GROWN ASS MAN gets upset over something that he himself had caused. After he ran me off I got back in front by passing the van that was in front of me before this dick messed with me. So this guy in the filta van sped up and continued to ride my butt. In response to that I kept the same speed as the car next to me which conveniently sped up and would slow down which pissed the guy off more. Finally he got the point and backed off and I let him pass.

I really dont like it here. The people here are rude, inconsiderate and have almost no common sense. I can't wait to get out of here.

Other than that, Chris and I are doing very well. This weekend was good, my cooking is always better when chris is home lol. Its weird how that works, I guess that because I'm only cooking for myself I dont really care.
Oh I'm going to be cooking my way through a Japanese cook book, I just got to go get one. I'm also going to fade my hair on purpose and get my hair to look semi normal, I'm sad I'm getting rid of the pink n purple but its time. My hair doesn't match my clothes (if that makes sense) I out grew all those clothes, like really, within a matter of 6 months I out grew most of my shirts and now some of my jeans don't fit, I have to get some more belts or something.
I feel like I'm babbling.

I'm going to go finish my last project of the quarter :)

peat or repeat

I know I keep repeating myself but I want to go home. I don't like California. I don't like the drivers, I don't like most of the people, because most of them are rude and inconsiderate. I want to be around the rest of my family. Don't get me wrong I want to be with Chris all the time, but since hes been gone at his course I don't really get to see him that much. I just miss being around my family. I miss being around decent people. I miss grass, even tho I'm allergic to it lol. I miss the clear blue skys of Texas, and having humidity and I miss rain. I miss the people I have grown up with.

I don't know what it is but Thursdays I am always exhausted. I go 90 to nothing monday thru wednesday and then thursday comes around and its like my body is like okay you can't do anything today.

I miss home

I miss the nights when I was surrounded by friends that truely love me and think i'm more than a pretty face. I miss Texas, I miss being in the town that we all thought there was nothing to do in. Now that I am really in the middle of no where, I'd love to be back in that small town with my family.
I dyed my hair purple, pink, turquoise and a tad bit of orange. It didn't turn out that great, as in I'm past that stage in my life. As much as I love dying my hair all these wonderful colors Its time to settle down. I don't know how well this is going to work lol, but I'm going to grow out my natural hair color which people haven't seen in years and I'm not sure If ill be able to handle that either but we will see.
I'm watching the VMA's and its retarded that I know this isn't live because when it started on tv, it was dark outside not sunny with the sun going down. :( They'll air it live everywhere else except where its actually being recorded at. Idk, w.e.
Next weekend Chris and I are going to go see Resident Evil. I'M SO EXCITED!!! Resident Evil is possibly my favorite movie series of all time.
My last project for my design class is on a fortune cookie, and my fortune is "If you want the rainbow, you must put up with the rain" Which I can do the literal with rainbows and rain or I can take it more to a intellectual stand put. And I'm having some issues with come up with 50 thumbnails, but thats always the case now isn't it.
To be honest, I'm kind of scared to let anyone into my life and trust them the way that I use to. It's still all surface with all the people that Ive met at school.
I'm not going to put everything on here because the world doesn't need to know everything the people I can talk to, for the most part, know the in depth things but still, theres only stuff that Chris and I share. At first it was weird but now I only want to tell him everything, because he's the only one who knows all my secrets, all my downfalls, all that I have accomplished, everything that makes me, me.
OH my hair is now Black with pink and a tiny tiny bit of purple. I didn't finish my thought earlier lol.
Well Its bed/thumbnail time. Good night

2 weeks left

I have only 2 weeks left of this quarter, and a crap load of stuff to finish. BUT I'm excited lol, these 11 weeks have gone by so fast its nuts. I'm so much closer to getting my degree.
5 days ago Chris and I celebrated our 1 Year anniversary! :D I know its exciting! :) We went to San Diego and had some fun. We went to Sea World and out to eat and to the movies. It was really nice, we got to spend some quality time together. :) We have come so far and its so nice to be married to the most wonderful man on earth. I love my Best Friend and he loves me :)

I still haven't found a job, and its kind of frustrating, I'm not use to this whole not working thing. I just need something like a couple days a week. Just so I have a job. Hopefully I can get my tshirt company going soon so I can get that going and then that can be my job.

A lot has happened since my last post, even tho that wasn't really anything. But Idk what to talk about. I'm going to try and get my hair trimmed tomorrow since its in bad shape. I also want to dye it but i think I'll be doing that myself.

San Diego here we come

Mine and Chris' one year is in two days :D and we are going to San Diego to celebrate. I'm pretty much excited.

I love my family and I miss them.

This post isn't long, cuz I dont really have anything that I want to share with the world, plus I'm tired. So maybe later.

HE'S TRAINED!!

Busa! Is! Potty! Trained! He now goes to the door taps it once and then sits there till he can't hold it anymore lol. BUT IM SO EXCITED!! My puppy is now potty trained and I dont have to watch him every second to see if he is peeing or pooping!! OHMY GOODNESS! I am so relieved. He is such a good puppy, it has taken some time but hes done it!! :) I didn't really figure it out till a little bit ago. I had notice that he would go to the door when I would be in the living room and then when I'm in my room with the door closed I would see him go to my door. And I didn't really notice but he would tap the door and then look to see if either Chris or I had heard or knew where he was. It's just so nice to have that done.

Ive been trying to get my projects done, I have gotten 20 of the 40 sketches that I needed to get done by next week so hopefully I can get the rest of them done on time by next wednesday. I have my color theory project to start and I need to do my 50 thumbnails for my design class. Which is on mythology! I'm super excited because I have already been working on the phoenix so that has helped me for this project. Needless to say that I'm going to be doing a phoenix.

I feel a little bit better but its really hard to get my work done when busa peed on my bed earlier, which was my fault in a way (because I told him to come back to my room and later I figured out that he was probably going to the door to tell me he wanted out.) but he should know better, there was a puppy pad on the floor for him to go on.

I'm going to finish my thumbnails tonight so I should go before I pass out. Hopefully I will feel even better tomorrow.

As Christina said, Summer colds suck

I didn't get in a car wreck

but I do have a fever, sore throat, a horrible cough, and other things but I'm going to bed. I feel like complete crap

And people think Mondays aren't bad

So since I've left the house today I have received a chip/crack in my windshield and it's about an inch long. Hopefully my insurance will cover it or help pay for it. I get to school and walking up my left flipflop broke lol I e had this pair of flip-flops for about five years and they just now broke. I'm glad to say that they have def over fulfilled it's life goal at least two to three times. Hopefully I'm saying that right. For some reason my Mondays have just been sucking horribly . I don't know what it is but this time I'm not going to get upset about it. It's just a Monday and Mondays suck just a fact of life for me at the moment. The good thing is, is that my morning went well. I'm just waiting for what's going to happen on my way home today. I might get in a wreck or something but hopefully it won't be my fault so that I don't have to pay for the damage lol. What a way to look at it lol. My theory is if something bad is going to happen there's going to be a silver lining.

Oh and I got free cookies since it's student appreciation week this week :)

Nothing that interesting

I seem to get really emotional every time Chris leaves to go back to Pendleton. It sucks, I'm waiting for my pictures to upload so that I can do my sketches on my break from algebra today so then tonight I can do the rest of my color theory project dealing with showing mood only using color but by still using the same image. I'm kinda behind on my observation drawings but I'm getting there I'm trying to catch up. Yesterday I tried emailing myself the pictures I've taken on my phone of the homework that Ive done and then it never sent. So I finally got my camera to hook up to my computer so now I can do it that way.

I want to go back home, I miss my family and because I don't really have any friends out here I'm stuck at home esp cuz theres nothing to do out here. I'm trying to do stuff with friends before and after school since I'm already out there but most of the people in my classes don't have cars. Which I mean I don't mind picking up and dropping off but if they don't wanna chill they don't wanna chill. It is what it is. I'm going to be back home (hopefully) while Chris is on deployment, which I would feel a whole lot more comfortable being back home. Everything is cheaper and I'll be with my parents and close to friends that I've built trust and relationships in. Plus the housing for the AI in Dallas is freaking nice! Its better than what they have here in Cali, but maybe I'm bias lol. I'm going to finish my coffee and then head up to my class. Which I wish that I could do something productive on my drive other than just driving.

p.s. I'm feeling better I actually got up at a decent time this morning and got to catch Busa before he went potty on my floor lol.

I'm not the same kid from your memory

A lot has gone one and thought about since last time I posted. The last couple days ive been sick. Christina thinks its a cold. Which makes sense I've had constant headaches, body aches, low energy and some coughing. Busa still isn't potty trained but he is create trained.

Last night he peed on my bed when I already wanted to be asleep it didn't get in my bed, but it did get in my foam that is ontop of the bed..so i had a lot of cleaning up to do. Once I finally got to sleep I had the WEIRDEST dream but cool at the same time. I was in this awesome castle and there was a party going on. Apparently I was a well known person cuz everyone knew me but it was weird cuz I got sick and my nose kept getting clogged so I'd had to stay in the bathroom and constantly blow my nose. And what was coming out was wasn't snot, it was throw up and like chuncks of stuff would get stuck in my nose and it was gross. So that ended and we all cleaned up where the party was going on and we went to bed. Later that night (in my dream) my mom was in the courtyard and something was wrong and she started floating in the air and then certain lights turned red and then some of the statues in the area turned sad or mad. It was.. different lol. I started running towards the castle and the wind started blowing hard and was pushing me down. The next day some friends (that i don't know in real life) were there and we were all hanging out and then these guys we didn't like challenged us to this thing idk what it even was but there was this drink that we drank and it would turn us into dragons for a certain amount of time. So of course I went first against this big guy. He kind of looked like someone, who I use to call my best friend but betrayed me and my trust and is a complete asshole and can have a miserable life like I know he is going to have, and we both turned into dragons and went into like this dual kind of situation. The first time I lost because it was my first time and didn't understand hat was going on. BUT the second time I freaking demolished him and he almost died. I was the bigger, stronger, faster more awesome looking dragon lol. It sounds medieval but it was all modern.

This week I had a lot due and ended up not going to my drawing class because I was sick and im pretty sure its something that is going around cuz amber is sick and christina is starting to feel it. I wish I didn't have to miss it cuz we learned how to start drawing people and I totally suck at drawing people. I was going to go to the museum for my color theory class today but I'm still feeling pretty crappy. Ill try to remember to post some of my art work that ive finished but I need to get to my projects cuz I'm kind of behind.

Not the best day ever

It started out last night when I couldn't for the life of me fall asleep. I laid down for a good 3 hours and couldn't sleep. I tried closing my eyes, turned on the tv, cuddled with Busa, went to the bathroom, drank some water. Nothing was working.. I woke up this morning with my middle finger swollen to the size a little bit smaller than a quarter and hurting/itching really bad and my pinky was swollen too due to some sort of bug bites, I think that its spiders but im not sure. I got one on my arm on a leaf of my tattoo and on my eye brow. So I went to school early for a registration workshop for this next quarter and got their early.. I started getting sick and being really tired.. I got free food, but I wasn't hungry. I went to Algebra and freaking bombed my midterm, which is EXTREMELY ODD my professor was even confused be was like what happened?! So I'm retaking it again tomorrow.. night. so I will be at school for almost 12 hours.. I'm not excited. I was bumbed about my midterm and didn't feel good. I'm driving home started smoking and in trying to get my ipod/getting cut off my bud came off went inbetween my legs burnt my seat and burned my inner thigh multiple times.. I just wanted to get home to sleep I was so ready to be home but no I have a freaking 1hr and 15 min drive home..
like I said not the best day ever

Busa still wont go to the bathroom outside and I'm about to go nuts with how many times I have to spot clean the carpet.. I really hope I can get something done tomorrow in the longest break of my life..
I'm going to try to sleep and hopefully it works.
I miss my hubby a whole bunch and wish he was home, this sucks.

Broken hearts and new companions

I don't even know where to start. We took Lexi to the shelter, I feel bad but I could not stand her anymore Ive tried disciplining her and trying everything that I could while trying to take care of my school and nothing was working. Last week she pooped in her cage and for those of you who haven't heard what happened heres what happened. Wednesdays are my long days at school, and I wasn't having the best day ever. My period came at the worst time, and the one day I forgot my supplies is when it comes. I didn't get to talk to Chris most of the day so that didn't help. Before I left for school I was rushing to finish up my projects since I didn't get them done on the weekend. Lexi wasn't helping and she kept having to go to the bathroom so I was attempting to get my stuff done and let her out and then let her in because she was barking at anything and everything. I didn't have time to make my lunch/dinner so I ended up going to Jack in tha Crack with my new friend Amber who is in both of my classes on Wednesday. I go to class and I was having issues concentrating and I was all kinds of moody. But on my break between my color theory and Observational drawing classes one of my friends friends thought that I was a fashion major since I was "fashionable" lol it was a guy but i thanked him for the compliment and told him that I was graphic design major and he was like oh. But anyways I get home and I open the door to my apartment and this wave of $%!# smell came and slapped me in the face. (which I was soooooo freaking excited to come home to) I got up to Lexi's kennel and theres a spot where the poop was, but it was missing... (great she ate her poop, awesome..) I let her outside to relieve herself and in the process I notice that we got a package so I brought it inside. While Lexi was outside I cleaned the crate and in the process the towel that was in there had poop in it and while I was taking out that towel it fell to the floor. -_-, I finished cleaning that up too and let Lexi in. I started opening up the package and she throws up, and what is it that she throws up you ask. HER POOP THAT SHE ATE, but in liquid form along with saliva and acid from her stomach. I get up go to get a bag to put it in and while im not looking she vomits two more times. 2! in the matter of one min. The first one is like small no big deal, but the second one, oh my goodness its a full turd and liquid. I don't know if that many people have ever came in to contact with regurgitated poop but it smells waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy freaking worse when it comes up the second time. I kicked her out while I cleaned this nastiness up and she threw more up outside (thank god, I was getting tired of the smell) My question is, isn't a dog smart enough to not eat its own poo, they eat other animals poo but their own?! Why?! I have never heard of a dog doing that.
All I wanted to do was come home and sleep.. and not have to clean up nasty poo throw up. The next day she ended up eating my food that was on the table for the 100th time. At that point I just couldn't take it anymore. I tried contacting the Border Collie rescue here in California but they couldn't take her but they also didn't get back to me till after we took her to the shelter. The humane society in Palm Springs is freaking rude, don't ever do anything with them, not that you guys will but if you ever come to live in cali don't do anything with them. We tried the humane society in Joshua Tree and they had a waiting list, so we went to the shelter in 29. I felt so bad for her, I love her but I just couldn't do it anymore, she already drained us of money and she wouldn't listen to me. When we took her in she wouldn't eat a treat and her ears went back and had the saddest eyes.. the worst part is that she looked at me and you could tell that if she could talk she would have said why are you doing this to me, I'm sorry but please don't leave me here. I still feel horrible but theres nothing that I could do to help her. Before we went to drop her off I looked up Dachshund puppies so then we could get one and man are they expensive!! The ones that I was finding were 825 a pop and I stopped at 1200. I continued looking and found someone who had puppies still and they were only 200 so I called the lady up and told her that I would like to come look. So thats where we went after we dropped Lexi off. We ended up getting Busa (short for hayabusa, the bike that Suzuki makes) He is soooo cute, he's been doing so well. He is 14 weeks and is catching on well. Were still having potty training issues but were working on it. He sleeps alot and he has to be with me at all times or he cries uncontrollably lol. He is very playful and super cute and loving. He is such a better fit than lexi. He doesn't run off when we go outside he doesn't even need a leash cuz he stays close.
I dyed my hair lol what a surprise right.
I was getting tired of my faded hair so I had to do something to it. :) you can't see the black streak in it but its there and it looks bad a, it makes me happy. I still don't know where to get my hair done so I'm doing it myself till we go back home to Texas.
Heres the start of my Fund. of design project. Its for the Record of the biggest bird in the world, which is a Steller's Sea Eagle if you are wondering. When i'm finished I'll post it. I have other sketches that I did this week but I really dont care a whole lot about them. I could put them up.. nah.
I think thats all thats been going on for the past week, if I remember something I'll post it or what not.

Smiles

I had so much fun this weekend. Chris and I finally got to go on a date, which we haven't got to do in who knows how long. We went to k1 racing. Which if you don't know it's inside gocarts. The gocarts go upto like 45 mph but there's not a long enough straight away that you can get up to that speed. But anyways Daniel told Chris about it awhile back and so we went and it was awesome. I spun out once cuz these stupid idiots kept running into me. And then I kept getting stuck behind the little kids and my time would of course suck. Chris did really good tho lol. After that we went home and chilled a little bit and then got dressed up and went to dinner and a movie. It was sooooooooooo nice being able to do that, esp since I'm only getting weekends with him right now till he's done with training. So I just chill with Davis or Christina when I'm not at school.
Lexi has been having major issues with obeying but yesterday she did really well. I am tired of her and would like a puppy of a breed not so hyper. Esp now that I'm in schol my school work pretty much takes up my time at home but it is nice to have company while I'm doing my homework. Speaking of school I have so much to do this week, but I'm excited :) my three little pigs project is just about done just got to add a few details and then mount it to my board. If I remember I'll post pictures of that and my pretty color wheel.

WOOOOOOO schoooooooolll!!!!

The past two weeks have been so hectic! I started school on the 12th and its like I hit the ground running. Its so crazy! My algebra class isn't bad at all since I am pretty good at math and this is mainly a refresher for me but its alright. My Fund. of design class is a review of my design class I took at quad C so its just different projects over things that I already know about. So that is nice. My color theory class is probably my FAVORITE class, one cuz i like colors and i like figuring out what goes together, two my professor is hilarious and he has had so much experience its awesome. My observational drawing professor has an enormous portfolio. My load for the first week wasn't too bad but this week its a little more since I have more painting and more drawing to do but no matter how much I have to do I love it. Its nice doing what I really want to be doing and not this stupid crap that quad C had me go through.
I took a placement test at the AI and placed so much higher than I did at quad C and it just made me feel so much better. I knew that I can do algebra and that I have decent English skills. Quad C had me take over 2 classes of developmental Math courses that I didn't need to be in, it was a waste of time and a waste of money. And with English I don't like writing but I'm not horrible at it. I basically felt like a failure at Quad C and going to the Art Institute had most definitely changed that. I am much more confident in who I am and what I am doing and it makes me very happy.

This past weekend my mom and grandpa came out to our house and spent the weekend with us. I really enjoyed it. I have not been able to get to spend a lot of time with my Grandpa since I was I think 17. He didn't get to go to my graduation and then couldn't make it to the wedding so it was really nice being able to spend time with him and see him.

I really need to either color my hair or trim it my ends are getting bad but I don't know where to go out here since I don't really know anyone and I don't really trust just anyone to do my hair so I have to wait till we go back to Texas. I miss Texas

Took a tour at the Art Institute today

Monday I might be starting school at the Art Institute, but I wont know until Monday lol, but I am very very excited! I have never ever been this excited about school.. well maybe my senior year since I got to do what ever the flip I wanted to but I think this is way more exciting.

While I was at the art institute today I saw a girl with turquoise and black hair walk by. It made me miss my hair desperately. It is something I most def. miss. I'm going to attempt to get a job at the art institute and if I do then hopefully I can dye my hair how ever I want to :D cuz I still have all my colors so if I really wanted to I could do it and possibly Chris could help me. The art institute that I will be going to is still very small but that doesn't bother me much they are still growing. I really hope I get accepted because even though it is a drive to get up there it would be so nice to go to a school that specializes in my field. AHHHHHHH IM SO STOCKED!!!!! :D :D

Were not keeping Lexi shes chewing up more and more of my stuff so shes going back home. I just can't stand her anymore. She needs a back yard and other dogs to play with, we are too low key for her so her going back home will just be better for her.

"Welcome to Cali!"

Nothing like and earthquake to welcome me to California. You might have heard about the earthquake on the news or maybe not idk if they'd talk about it in Texas but 28 miles from Palm Springs there was a 5.4 Earthquake Wednesday afternoon. I was just sitting at my desk talking to my mom and then it felt like someone came up behind me and started shaking my chair. I turned around and freaked out cuz obviously no one was there, Lexi was under my desk so it wasn't her. So as I looked around everything else started to shake. IT WAS SCARY!!! It was my first Earthquake and I didn't think I would freak out but I did. I felt like a little girl with the way that I freaked out. Almost immediately Christina called me and I was like DID YOU FEEL THAT lol and she was like oh yeah are you okay? Normally she texts me and was like did you feel that?! and normally I have no idea what she is talking about since its so small but man that time I most definitely felt it.

I was getting kinda frustrated at how dirty my kitchen was getting and how horrible it was set up cuz at the beginning it wasn't a big deal but as time went on I could tell that I needed to switch things around for more counter space. So since I needed to desperately clean it I just moved everything around and it looks 100 times better. Chris came home and I couldn't wait for him to go in there so I was like GO look at the kitchen!! :D :D he liked it :D Quote "I haven't seen it this clean since I got here" so its super mega clean!! lol

Boom boom!!

The 4th of July was great, really great. We got to go home and spend some time with the family. I'm really happy we got to go home, I miss my family and its kind of difficult not being able to just go over to one of my parents house and chill or get some free food :P. But really, I miss being close to my family.
Yesterday I jumped on my financial aid, I went hardcore scholarship applying for two hours, reading, applying, writing. I eventually got a massive headache and took awhile for it to go away. I'm almost finished with Darlene's Christmas present from last year. Yes I know its been more than half a year but its just taken a little bit to finish this part of her present. I did give her other presents for Christmas so its not like I just didn't giver her anything.

Lexi chewed up one of my flipflops last night. I close the door to shower and she goes for my flip flop. She hasn't chewed up anything for about three weeks now and she goes and does this. I think its just because she was mad at me, but oh well at least I have another pair.

bug bites and swollen faces

I got up this morning and Lexi's face was swollen, pretty dang swollen. Her eyes were squinty and her mouth was puffy. I'm pretty sure she got bit by something last night. I accidentallly left my load of laundry in one of the washers yesterday so I got it this morning and the rug that I washed, well its all over everything.. so I'm going to attempt to get it off, but we will see what happens.

I made some stiff icing last night so I could start practicing my roses, and it was too thick so it wouldn't come out very well so I have to soften it. I'm excited to start my cakes, I want to make one for Christina lol.

Were coming home for the fourth so I'm pretty excited, I miss my family and I need them close more than ever.

I need

I need to be fixed. There is something wrong with me and I'm not sure what it was but it started out small and continued to grow. I'm upset at myself for what happened. Only my family knows and thats how it will stay so don't ask about it. Just pray for me and Chris. I need to fix things.

I need to learn how to better communicate.

I got my first tattoo :)

Finally!!! Ive waited two years to get my tattoo. My plan was when I turned 18 I would go get my first tattoo, but two weeks before my birthday my dad had a family meeting and said no tattoos or peircings.. I was livid. After that Chris and I made a promise that we would get our first tattoos together. After I turned 19 when my parents went out of town I peirced my lip, and my dad got upset and made me pay for my own car insurence which I didn't think was a big deal. And there was a huge thing that happened with that but Id rather not go into that at the moment. I was getting married anyways so I really didn't care about paying for my own car insurence. Anyways Chris and I got our tattoos right before we left. Chris got a Celtic cross with wings. It took about three hours and he took about three breaks to smoke of course. But he was having issues with his back so he needed to move a little bit. His is healing up real well and he didn't even bleed when it was getting done. Which I'm jealous cuz mine bled... and it hurt since it was open. But its kay it was so worth it. I got a lamb with a crown of thorns sitting in a rose.
So it looks bad ass and I completely love it. But on our way home to cali, it started peeling. And not peeling how its suppose too... it was peeling off in big chungs and most of the color.. so now its super faded and needs to be touched up really bad. And I'm really upset about it cuz its my fault because I moisterized it way too much. I just didn't want it to dry up and crack.. And since my skin is alreay dry I thought that the tattoo would be worse than my skin.. but in the end i screwed it up and I'm upset.. Here's a picture, its not the best so Ill take another one in better lighting later.

We ended up bringing lexi, my moms dog, home with us to cali. Shes a border collie and super smart. She did really well in the car but for the first stops she would eat drink of pee, she would poop sometimes but I have no idea why she needed to poop when she wasnt eating anything. But finally I got her to drink some water and go pee so that was good. We got home and the first night she chewed up and extension cord, a nintendo controller to the oldschool nintendo, chewed up some paper and i can't remember what else she chewed up the first night. The second night she didn't chew anything which was really really good! and then Chris and I fell asleep on the couch and she chewed up chris' sandles.. She got a Butt woopin that time but then she also started chewing up her frisby which she can chew up I don't care. So then we went to Ikea :D :D :D :D I love that store, and we got us a TV stand for our TV that comes in tomorrow, its going to be HUGEEEEE im so excited lol. We get home... and lexi has chewed through my new sandles that Becky JUST gave me and I didn't even get a chance to wear them at all and then my red flip flops that Ive had for almost a year now and had them for super summer last year so now I dont have flip flops that I actually like.. and she chewed through the cord to our brand new fan that we got a couple days ago and a couple of socks. She didn't even touch her bone. Which is retarted, she use to eat bones all the time but since she got here she wont touch it. So last night she didn't chew anything which is good. So hopefully this chewing will continue to stop, its getting quite expensive.

So close But so far

Today wasn't too bad. I had a short circuit tho, really short. But I studied for my College success course and cleaned a little bit so my apartment doesn't look horrible.
Its more organized and less messy. So it helped my stress a little bit. Chris gets home in a little more than 24 hours and I am STOKED. I miss him so much, and I don't think anyone quite understands.
Tomorrow I'm getting a mani and pedi with Christina. I must say that I love her, she is such an amazing person and am so glad that she is my friend. She has helped me so much and its so nice that she is here and she knows what I'm going through and can help as much as she can and vice versa. It's nice just to know that what I'm going through is what is "suppose" to happen, or rather projected to happen when a husband goes on deployment. I started reading books at the beginning but I just didn't want to think about it so I stopped. I can't wait for my love to be home and in my arms once again. I can't wait to be held by him.

I still have baby fever.

Now or later

I love futurama. I am almost done with my other projects :) which is awesome. Once again for the hundreth time Chris has been delayed *sigh*. I should really expect it by now, for the amount of times that they have changed their mind about all the other things that they control. dumb dumb dumb dumb DUMB. I put my lip ring in yesterday for a couple hours, and it got sore so I took it out. I think i might be allergic to it, so I need to find one I'm not allergic to.
Lately, I've been wanting to have a baby... which is awkward cuz my plan is to not have a kid till I was out of school and Chris out of the marine corps but I guess its me being lonely that wants a baby. Someone for me to care for and not be by myself. Its just so weird to me that after all the birth control that Ive had to go through, example: Ella and Skyla, Kira, Kennedy, screaming babies at the mall, screaming babies at ceremonies, screaming babies everywhere! And I'm also scared that once I get older that I wont want a baby, I wont have the energy to have a baby, and I don't want that to happen..
I need to get a job out here, but I don't know where exactly to work. There's walgreens, walmart, homedepot, or maybe something on base. Idk. meh..
Tomorrow I seriously need to do laundry, I focused mainly on my design stuff, so now that I have most of it out of the way I can do a lot of laundry and study.

I miss my Grandpa.

Soon, very soon he will be back in my arms

Today I finally finished my main project that is due when I get back for my Design class. I didn't expect it to take that long, but oh well, now I have 3 or 4 more projects to do. I just need to figure out what I am going to do.



Christina and I went to base and put our signs up for our boys. Super excited I only have a couple days left till I get my baby back. I went to the commicary today and bought a ton of groceries. So now I have food, and I can cook and eat, instead of going out and that money adding up. I'm so super excited for Christopher coming home. I have so much laundry to do. I really dont feel like doing it. I can survive till I get back to texas, I just have to do laundry when I'm there lol. I made the quick chicken and dumplings that Pops showed Christina and I, but I dont think I made it the same. I don't mind tho, cuz i like it. It didn't taste bad lol. I have rarely made anything that didn't taste good. Which I must say I am proud of.

Husband and Wife, not him or I

I'm bothered by the small things. It is like I'm OCD I guess. More than one person today has asked me, When is Chris going to be in Texas? both of my friends that asked me that today one of them barely talks to me, and then the other one asked and then when I proceeded to explain how I feel, did not help at all.
Chris isn't the only one coming home, I moved out here. Granted I know he has been gone for 7 months I know this, I have been on a emotional roller coaster since he left. I know because I am his wife. It is not only Chris or me anymore, we are one entity now, One does not come with out the other. Ive been through so much with Chris being gone, and no one seems to understand what it is exactly that I have to go through, no matter how I try to explain it. It can't be understood till one has gone through it. Its more painful than anything that any normal person has to go through. So when someone asks me when is chris coming home, when I have already moved out here and do not live in Tx anymore. That hurts, I'm not chopped liver. I know that you dont miss me as much as you miss chris but I'm bringing him home. We are coming home not chris by himself.
The way you say something changes the meaning whether it was meant that way or not.

maybe

maybe I'll get on here everyday or once every few days
maybe I'll sleep well tonight
maybe I'll get my homework done before I get back to texas lol
maybe my gpa will go up this semester
maybe Chris wont have to spend the night that he gets home on base
maybe lots of things lol

I tried scotch for the first time today, and honestly it didn't taste bad I think Whiskey tastes worse and stings worse. I pretty much have a new family here in cali, its' nice. Its like having grandparents, stateside. Pops made chicken and dumplings for Christina and I, and it was yummy! It is really nice, since before I only really had Daniel and Christina with Chris and kyle being gone. And Daniel is in Texas the time that I am in cali, which I think is pretty funny.
My marine will be home in five days, I'm super excited. :)

California

It has been a little while since I have posted on here. I figured now would be a good time. Chris should have been back in california on the 24th - the 26th.. but he hasn't even left yet. As of today the FRO called and said that their window has been cancelled, when weve known for like 4 days that they weren't going to make it in their time window. Which is annoying. I am getting really impatient with him being gone. Every time I eat, my stomach gets upset and when I sleep my stomach gets upset. Idk why, but i think its the butterflies going around in my tummy, but its getting annoying. No matter what I do I cant eat without feeling sick. Its like I have food poisening.. I'm having to force myself to eat.. which completely sucks.
Ive gotten most of my apartment set up but its not really worth putting together with out my hubby home.

Im behind on my school work but I can't seem to concentrate..

Life will get better soon, I just hate waiting.

I worry about my brain sometimes

So I thought I didn't have homework, till just a little bit ago. Which is GREAT... so I am going to wake up early tomorrow, if I can sleep tonight. I've been having issues sleeping, but when have I not.
I attempted to do my taxes today, yeah that didn't go so well, especially since I have no idea what it is I am suppose to do. Hopefully I can get some help. I got to talk to Chris today which was good, I miss him so much. I am still trying to stay sane which it kinda gets harder and harder every day. Ive prolly said that before, which just proves my point more.

I was thinking about getting some kind of pet so then I'm not alone all the time in my room, but pets require money, which I currently dont have and time, which I dont really have untill it comes to night time. And then once I move out to cali I'll have to pay more just to have it in the apartment.

I feel like a bum with no job. I am use to having at least one job and doing other things on top of that. My senior year of high school I had 2 jobs and raised money so then I could go to Tokyo, Japan on a mission trip and still managed to have free time. I now only go to college, and have almost no time to do other stuff, especially since I am brushing up on my sewing skills and then my mom and I are going to take a cake decorating class :) which I am excited for since I love to bake and create things with my hands.

I think I am going to get groceries for my mini fridge so then when I get hungry at night, like right this second, I don't have to get up and go get something I can either eat it cold or pop it in the microwave. Ahhh the Microwave, the college students best friend. :)

Well I am going to attempt to sleep so I can get up early before class and get some of my homework done like the procrastinator I am. hahaha. Good night

School School School

I haven't been on here in awhile, I blame school. Ive been having massive amounts of homework. Last night I did get to go out with some of my girls. It was fun and it was needed. I do have to say I still love my design class. My last project turned out really really well, only because I was up till four doing it lol. But it was almost perfect. I dyed my hair once again, it looks good my friend Kristen did it. Tomorrow is the time for doing all my readings for school. I don't really know what else to talk about. In a couple weeks Ill be going to cali to find my apartment for when Christopher comes home. I'm getting really excited, its so hard to be patient.

First day of spring semester '10

For some reason I was nervous. I guess it was because it had been so long since Ive actually been in a classroom. I didn't even know what to wear.. i felt like a complete retard. I never care about what I wear on the first day of school, never.

My first class was English, my professor isn't all that bad, he has dry humor, which I like. The textbook we are using has to do with art, EXCITEMENT! which means I can sell my English book I didn't use last semester :). Human sexuality was good. It is going to be a fairly easy class. I just hope the four guy that are in there aren't going to be immature. College Success didn't exactly go well, my professor is all smiles but if you say one thing or question something SHE BITES YOUR HEAD OFF! I am so excited for my Design I class! I start my first project tomorrow, oh my goodness, its nice to be in an art class where you actually do art.

I dont know what was with Ken today :P At saxby's tonight there was a water leak in the ceiling and ken was like its the sewage line or whatever he said. And all night kept going on with it, I'm not going to lie it was funny, and I can't help but laugh when someone is talking about poop or farting.. i know its immature but its funny!! lol

I've been needing to work out

Around ten pm today I was getting kinda tired, when I had no reason to be. So... Dee, Patty and I all went to walmart and bought Dart guns and went back to dee n patty's and had a DART WAR!!! HELLL YEAHHHHHHHH!!!! It was Awesome!!! At first Dee n I were ganging up on patty and then scott came over and then they went back to walmart to get scott a gun so we could have teams. While they were gone Dee n I hoarded all of the bullets and waited for them to come back. DUDE for 2 hours we ran around and shot eachother. I haven't had that much fun in soooooooooo long, it was nice. :)

I've been kinda not so happy lately so Ive been trying to not be alone and just keeping my thoughts in the positive. Its kind of difficult having Christopher so far away.. I miss him a whole lot.
Only a little bit longer.

I barely watched the cowboys game.. since they totally bombed it today, def. upset.
My mouth has still not healed up.. and I have an interview tomorrow so I HOPE I HOPE I HOPE that it will not look bad tomorrow.


p.s. I'm tired of people complaining about something that really isn't that bad, esp. when someone you know is going through something a lot worse than them.

Its been awhile

I haven't been on here awhile, but I also haven't been near a computer to actually get on and I'm kind of tired of typing on my phone.

once again my mouth looks gross.. so they put me on a stronger bacterial fighter pill lol. So now I'm like super tired from taking my medicine. and I can't focus on anything so its taking me like 30 mins to actually type all of this stuff.

I miss Chris a whole lot and school starts on Tuesday

Baby its cold outside

Currently listening to: Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

I got to talk to Chris today for like an hour. I haven't got to talk to him for that long in who knows how long, and it was a good conversation too. Goodness I love him, I'm so happy that I married him. It's nice being married to your best friend, just so you know. In case you run into the same exact situation.

I remember the days when Chris and I were only besties. We would just go do whatever, normally go to wendys and eat haha. There was this one time we hung out right before he went to work, when he worked at racetrack, and we went to the park in downtown Wylie. I got to swing, and we just talked. I can't remember for the life of me what we talked about, but it was awesome, and kind of romantic hahaha. Then there was the two times he asked me out, and of course my response was but what if we ruin our friendship?! What if we break up and then don't talk to each other?! I did think about it a lot, but I didn't talk about it as much as he did lol. There was this time that I was driving us to idk where, in my beetle (which prolly means we were going to auto zone) and he wouldn't stop bringing up dating your best friend thing. It didn't really hit me then but like a year later when I was randomly thinking about it, he really really really wanted to go out with me. But he was content being my best friend and just talking and going out and doing what ever. :)

It wasn't until my senior prom when I realized how much I did love him and wanted to be with him. That night was so crazy. I remember that his exgirlfriend was going to be there, which of course I wasn't too happy about. (just an fyi None of his friends wanted him to go out with this girl, even me and I voiced it often, very often but he went out with her anyways) So in order to make her jealous I would hold his hand every time she got close, or was looking at us. :D yes i know I'm evil lol. Plus it gave me an excuse to hold his hand :P. One thing that made that night special was it was his last night before he went to boot. So I made sure we had fun, unlike his senior prom, which I don't want to talk about cuz I'm still mad about that. Ill just say this I hate crying and when I cry in public, which is almost never, I get pissed because that means something made me sooooo upset that I couldn't hold it.

I guess this post is lets talk about chris and meagan lol. I just miss him a whole lot is all.

I can't wait till he comes home, cause that means I wont have to sleep alone anymore, I'll have someone to dress up for, I can show off my new underwear lol ahahahhahhahahahahaa, not that anyone wanted to know that, I'll have my drinking buddy and be fully protected from anyone that would try and make a move on me te he.

It is official

I am sick and tired of my SKIN, I seem to talk/complain about it all the time. But if you were in pain every single day with just wearing clothes hurts and makes you itch, where no matter what you eat something makes you flair up and turn red. I'm ready to do ANYTHING to make this stop. After having that few days of clear, soft, amazing skin. It felt like a baby's skin, BABY, A BABY. Do you understand how incredibly soft that is?! and to top it off my olive skin tone was noticeable.. I looked how I'm suppose to look. I want that, I want soft not red grossness. People tell me its not noticeable, and I guess if you aren't focused on it or know me very well you can't tell. But it still bothers the crap out of me.

Today was alright, I found out that Target isn't keeping me, even though one of my bosses told me that they were keeping me past seasonal. Which I guess is okay, I'm just praying hardcore that I get that job with Dee. I thought that after work to try and cheer me up me and kendra could go eat some Chipotle. Which didn't work cuz we got off around like 9:30 and they dont open till 11... AWESOME gah.

Time to be positive!

I LOOKED DAMN GOOD TODAY :D My hair was curly and cooperated, my pants weren't too tight but tight enough to stay up (at least for the most part lol) I was extremely confidant when I went to turn in my resume and fill out an application for the job I would like to have. I waasn't as cold today as I have been in a while. God loves me, my parents love me, my in-laws love me, my husband loves me, my bestie loves me. and I love all of them.

Earlier today I would think about stuff and be like OOOOOOOO ill write that in my blog. Now that I'm writing in here, I can't remember aaaannnnnnnyyyyy of them. I guess its cuz ive been up for 23 hours.. which I'm not exactly sure why I'm not asleep yet.

OH NO i just fell in molten lava!

I figured out that I'm really into teacups as of yesterday, lol. I didn't really notice it, I got two teapots for christmas, which I love :D, and then I've drank tea most of my life instead of drinking coffee and have my favorite teacups and that kind of stuff.

So my friend casey is sitting behind me playing scribblenauts on my dsi and he's like "come on baby, come over here baby" and continues to talk about this baby and dragging it every where. So he was using a helecopter and tied a rope to it and tied the baby to it. Totally random..

Ive recently been watching The Secret Life of the American Teenager. When it first came out I honestly thought that it was going to be stupid, but Ive actually grown to like it. It is very interesting, 15 year olds getting pregnant and wanting to get married and all this high school stuff. lol

Ive noticed that with movies and shows that deal with high school they get away with all sorts of shenanigans, when I was in high school (as if it was soo long ago) everyone was uptight except a couple teachers, most of the students were douche bags that I didn't even want to mess with. Idk, I'm so glad I am not there anymore. I like having my freedom, to do my hair how i want, to wear what I want, to do what I want, to eat what I can eat, and take classes when I want to take them and what classes.

I dont know if it is too excessive writing on here more than once a day, but since its new i guess I'm just excited to share my feelings.

I was excited.

I think it was about two weeks ago when I got off work and fell asleep and when that happened I ended up rubbing below my lower lip and rubbing it raw. As the day went on it got progressively got worse and apparently got infected, it looked disgusting..

Since I haven't really figured out my health insurance I couldn't just go to a doctor and it was on the weekend. So The next day after lunch Dad took me to Care now. They ended up telling me that I had an allergic reaction to something. (its always an allergic reaction..) So they gave me steroids (which taste disgusting by the way), and this other medication that Ive never taken before. So I took both of them and my messed up face started going away almost immediately which has never happened before.

Usually when I go to the doctor for something they can't figure it out and just give me medication that never works so to actually go to a doctor that gave me something is amazing, and a miracle all in its self. I'm sure at some point I will go more into detail about my medical crap.

Back to the allergic reaction this time. I went to bed with it still looking pretty bad. I even bought gauze so that I could cover it when I got up for work in the morning. But when I got up and went to the bathroom, there was NOTHING THERE!!! it took a little over 6 hours. And not only did it take care of that it made ALL of my Eczema away.

Well.. today, I don't know what I ate, but my eczema is back, well its not really even eczema its just a rash and I'm all itchy and I am not happy. I was soooooo incredibly happy to have normal skin for once in my life and it disappeared.. and I didn't look as pale because you could see my olive skin tone instead of red all over.

I was going to write about other stuff, but all i can think about is my skin and how much it is driving me INSANE..

Maybe its a new years resolution

I don't know why but this year I have decided to start a blog, just to blog about my thoughts, nothing in particular. My life has become rather interesting, or not interesting just depends on how you look at it.

It still is weird to me that I'm actually married. Like the other day I was driving home from work and sitting at a stop light it just hit me. It is just so unreal. I miss Christopher a whole lot, its gotten a little easier I guess. I have found ways to distract me while he is gone. For the past month or two I've been working almost every day and having no time for myself except when I sleep. Now that I don't work everyday I've been catching up on my cleaning and spending time with my wonderful mother, and trying to not lose my mind with the twins, I started my scrapbook which I am really excited about. Soon I will be able to start making my clothes like I wanted to when the Christmas season started.

School this semseter I hope will go better than the past 4 that I've gone through. Darlene and I are taking Human Sexuality, of course. It's going to be interesting. I'm also taking American Government, Photography/darkroom, English and Personal health. Hopefully I can get my GPA up for going out to cali so I can transfer.

I have to work in the morning so I need to sleep.

night night blogging world