I worry about my brain sometimes

So I thought I didn't have homework, till just a little bit ago. Which is GREAT... so I am going to wake up early tomorrow, if I can sleep tonight. I've been having issues sleeping, but when have I not.
I attempted to do my taxes today, yeah that didn't go so well, especially since I have no idea what it is I am suppose to do. Hopefully I can get some help. I got to talk to Chris today which was good, I miss him so much. I am still trying to stay sane which it kinda gets harder and harder every day. Ive prolly said that before, which just proves my point more.

I was thinking about getting some kind of pet so then I'm not alone all the time in my room, but pets require money, which I currently dont have and time, which I dont really have untill it comes to night time. And then once I move out to cali I'll have to pay more just to have it in the apartment.

I feel like a bum with no job. I am use to having at least one job and doing other things on top of that. My senior year of high school I had 2 jobs and raised money so then I could go to Tokyo, Japan on a mission trip and still managed to have free time. I now only go to college, and have almost no time to do other stuff, especially since I am brushing up on my sewing skills and then my mom and I are going to take a cake decorating class :) which I am excited for since I love to bake and create things with my hands.

I think I am going to get groceries for my mini fridge so then when I get hungry at night, like right this second, I don't have to get up and go get something I can either eat it cold or pop it in the microwave. Ahhh the Microwave, the college students best friend. :)

Well I am going to attempt to sleep so I can get up early before class and get some of my homework done like the procrastinator I am. hahaha. Good night