First day of spring semester '10

For some reason I was nervous. I guess it was because it had been so long since Ive actually been in a classroom. I didn't even know what to wear.. i felt like a complete retard. I never care about what I wear on the first day of school, never.

My first class was English, my professor isn't all that bad, he has dry humor, which I like. The textbook we are using has to do with art, EXCITEMENT! which means I can sell my English book I didn't use last semester :). Human sexuality was good. It is going to be a fairly easy class. I just hope the four guy that are in there aren't going to be immature. College Success didn't exactly go well, my professor is all smiles but if you say one thing or question something SHE BITES YOUR HEAD OFF! I am so excited for my Design I class! I start my first project tomorrow, oh my goodness, its nice to be in an art class where you actually do art.

I dont know what was with Ken today :P At saxby's tonight there was a water leak in the ceiling and ken was like its the sewage line or whatever he said. And all night kept going on with it, I'm not going to lie it was funny, and I can't help but laugh when someone is talking about poop or farting.. i know its immature but its funny!! lol

I've been needing to work out

Around ten pm today I was getting kinda tired, when I had no reason to be. So... Dee, Patty and I all went to walmart and bought Dart guns and went back to dee n patty's and had a DART WAR!!! HELLL YEAHHHHHHHH!!!! It was Awesome!!! At first Dee n I were ganging up on patty and then scott came over and then they went back to walmart to get scott a gun so we could have teams. While they were gone Dee n I hoarded all of the bullets and waited for them to come back. DUDE for 2 hours we ran around and shot eachother. I haven't had that much fun in soooooooooo long, it was nice. :)

I've been kinda not so happy lately so Ive been trying to not be alone and just keeping my thoughts in the positive. Its kind of difficult having Christopher so far away.. I miss him a whole lot.
Only a little bit longer.

I barely watched the cowboys game.. since they totally bombed it today, def. upset.
My mouth has still not healed up.. and I have an interview tomorrow so I HOPE I HOPE I HOPE that it will not look bad tomorrow.


p.s. I'm tired of people complaining about something that really isn't that bad, esp. when someone you know is going through something a lot worse than them.

Its been awhile

I haven't been on here awhile, but I also haven't been near a computer to actually get on and I'm kind of tired of typing on my phone.

once again my mouth looks gross.. so they put me on a stronger bacterial fighter pill lol. So now I'm like super tired from taking my medicine. and I can't focus on anything so its taking me like 30 mins to actually type all of this stuff.

I miss Chris a whole lot and school starts on Tuesday

Baby its cold outside

Currently listening to: Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

I got to talk to Chris today for like an hour. I haven't got to talk to him for that long in who knows how long, and it was a good conversation too. Goodness I love him, I'm so happy that I married him. It's nice being married to your best friend, just so you know. In case you run into the same exact situation.

I remember the days when Chris and I were only besties. We would just go do whatever, normally go to wendys and eat haha. There was this one time we hung out right before he went to work, when he worked at racetrack, and we went to the park in downtown Wylie. I got to swing, and we just talked. I can't remember for the life of me what we talked about, but it was awesome, and kind of romantic hahaha. Then there was the two times he asked me out, and of course my response was but what if we ruin our friendship?! What if we break up and then don't talk to each other?! I did think about it a lot, but I didn't talk about it as much as he did lol. There was this time that I was driving us to idk where, in my beetle (which prolly means we were going to auto zone) and he wouldn't stop bringing up dating your best friend thing. It didn't really hit me then but like a year later when I was randomly thinking about it, he really really really wanted to go out with me. But he was content being my best friend and just talking and going out and doing what ever. :)

It wasn't until my senior prom when I realized how much I did love him and wanted to be with him. That night was so crazy. I remember that his exgirlfriend was going to be there, which of course I wasn't too happy about. (just an fyi None of his friends wanted him to go out with this girl, even me and I voiced it often, very often but he went out with her anyways) So in order to make her jealous I would hold his hand every time she got close, or was looking at us. :D yes i know I'm evil lol. Plus it gave me an excuse to hold his hand :P. One thing that made that night special was it was his last night before he went to boot. So I made sure we had fun, unlike his senior prom, which I don't want to talk about cuz I'm still mad about that. Ill just say this I hate crying and when I cry in public, which is almost never, I get pissed because that means something made me sooooo upset that I couldn't hold it.

I guess this post is lets talk about chris and meagan lol. I just miss him a whole lot is all.

I can't wait till he comes home, cause that means I wont have to sleep alone anymore, I'll have someone to dress up for, I can show off my new underwear lol ahahahhahhahahahahaa, not that anyone wanted to know that, I'll have my drinking buddy and be fully protected from anyone that would try and make a move on me te he.

It is official

I am sick and tired of my SKIN, I seem to talk/complain about it all the time. But if you were in pain every single day with just wearing clothes hurts and makes you itch, where no matter what you eat something makes you flair up and turn red. I'm ready to do ANYTHING to make this stop. After having that few days of clear, soft, amazing skin. It felt like a baby's skin, BABY, A BABY. Do you understand how incredibly soft that is?! and to top it off my olive skin tone was noticeable.. I looked how I'm suppose to look. I want that, I want soft not red grossness. People tell me its not noticeable, and I guess if you aren't focused on it or know me very well you can't tell. But it still bothers the crap out of me.

Today was alright, I found out that Target isn't keeping me, even though one of my bosses told me that they were keeping me past seasonal. Which I guess is okay, I'm just praying hardcore that I get that job with Dee. I thought that after work to try and cheer me up me and kendra could go eat some Chipotle. Which didn't work cuz we got off around like 9:30 and they dont open till 11... AWESOME gah.

Time to be positive!

I LOOKED DAMN GOOD TODAY :D My hair was curly and cooperated, my pants weren't too tight but tight enough to stay up (at least for the most part lol) I was extremely confidant when I went to turn in my resume and fill out an application for the job I would like to have. I waasn't as cold today as I have been in a while. God loves me, my parents love me, my in-laws love me, my husband loves me, my bestie loves me. and I love all of them.

Earlier today I would think about stuff and be like OOOOOOOO ill write that in my blog. Now that I'm writing in here, I can't remember aaaannnnnnnyyyyy of them. I guess its cuz ive been up for 23 hours.. which I'm not exactly sure why I'm not asleep yet.

OH NO i just fell in molten lava!

I figured out that I'm really into teacups as of yesterday, lol. I didn't really notice it, I got two teapots for christmas, which I love :D, and then I've drank tea most of my life instead of drinking coffee and have my favorite teacups and that kind of stuff.

So my friend casey is sitting behind me playing scribblenauts on my dsi and he's like "come on baby, come over here baby" and continues to talk about this baby and dragging it every where. So he was using a helecopter and tied a rope to it and tied the baby to it. Totally random..

Ive recently been watching The Secret Life of the American Teenager. When it first came out I honestly thought that it was going to be stupid, but Ive actually grown to like it. It is very interesting, 15 year olds getting pregnant and wanting to get married and all this high school stuff. lol

Ive noticed that with movies and shows that deal with high school they get away with all sorts of shenanigans, when I was in high school (as if it was soo long ago) everyone was uptight except a couple teachers, most of the students were douche bags that I didn't even want to mess with. Idk, I'm so glad I am not there anymore. I like having my freedom, to do my hair how i want, to wear what I want, to do what I want, to eat what I can eat, and take classes when I want to take them and what classes.

I dont know if it is too excessive writing on here more than once a day, but since its new i guess I'm just excited to share my feelings.

I was excited.

I think it was about two weeks ago when I got off work and fell asleep and when that happened I ended up rubbing below my lower lip and rubbing it raw. As the day went on it got progressively got worse and apparently got infected, it looked disgusting..

Since I haven't really figured out my health insurance I couldn't just go to a doctor and it was on the weekend. So The next day after lunch Dad took me to Care now. They ended up telling me that I had an allergic reaction to something. (its always an allergic reaction..) So they gave me steroids (which taste disgusting by the way), and this other medication that Ive never taken before. So I took both of them and my messed up face started going away almost immediately which has never happened before.

Usually when I go to the doctor for something they can't figure it out and just give me medication that never works so to actually go to a doctor that gave me something is amazing, and a miracle all in its self. I'm sure at some point I will go more into detail about my medical crap.

Back to the allergic reaction this time. I went to bed with it still looking pretty bad. I even bought gauze so that I could cover it when I got up for work in the morning. But when I got up and went to the bathroom, there was NOTHING THERE!!! it took a little over 6 hours. And not only did it take care of that it made ALL of my Eczema away.

Well.. today, I don't know what I ate, but my eczema is back, well its not really even eczema its just a rash and I'm all itchy and I am not happy. I was soooooo incredibly happy to have normal skin for once in my life and it disappeared.. and I didn't look as pale because you could see my olive skin tone instead of red all over.

I was going to write about other stuff, but all i can think about is my skin and how much it is driving me INSANE..

Maybe its a new years resolution

I don't know why but this year I have decided to start a blog, just to blog about my thoughts, nothing in particular. My life has become rather interesting, or not interesting just depends on how you look at it.

It still is weird to me that I'm actually married. Like the other day I was driving home from work and sitting at a stop light it just hit me. It is just so unreal. I miss Christopher a whole lot, its gotten a little easier I guess. I have found ways to distract me while he is gone. For the past month or two I've been working almost every day and having no time for myself except when I sleep. Now that I don't work everyday I've been catching up on my cleaning and spending time with my wonderful mother, and trying to not lose my mind with the twins, I started my scrapbook which I am really excited about. Soon I will be able to start making my clothes like I wanted to when the Christmas season started.

School this semseter I hope will go better than the past 4 that I've gone through. Darlene and I are taking Human Sexuality, of course. It's going to be interesting. I'm also taking American Government, Photography/darkroom, English and Personal health. Hopefully I can get my GPA up for going out to cali so I can transfer.

I have to work in the morning so I need to sleep.

night night blogging world