Just proves my point

I haven't really been able to sleep the past couple days and since I don't have homework I haven't really been doing a whole lot other than cleaning and looking stuff up on the internet.
I was on the nest, which is a newly wed sight and you can connect with different people and it just has a whole lot of stuff on it. I was doing my bio and on the profile you create you get a blog too and I thought I was posting on the blog not my Bio, but anyways. I was talking about how Id rather be back home in Texas and talking about how the people out here in Cali aren't the friendliest and stuff like that. And this girl, posted on this forum thing that I posted on, which was to a newly wed into the military wanting to meet new people, and this girl said for those of you who posted how much you hate California in your bio, and all sorts of crap and went on to talk about how in 29 palms is only one part of California (which I've been to L.A. and around there and then I drive more than an hour to get to school so its not like I've only been in this area, just sayin) and then how Dallas doesn't have southern hospitality (I did post something about southern hospitality and how I missed it) and was like Ive been to Dallas and there was no southern hospitality, (I never said Dallas). I didn't respond because it just proved my point about most people who are either from cali or still live here (not just in the desert). Mind you I did say that not everyone in cali is rude, because I have some friends out here and that because theres a culture difference things are obviously different.
So I decided to just not give those people any attention and avoid the stupid crap that people want to start. Everyone is entitled to their opinion but making drama out of it is stupid.

I've been up for like 5 hours now, and it kinda sucks, I don't want to go back to sleep because then I wont be able to sleep tonight and all that kind of junk.
Fading my hair hasn't been going to well, I've used color oops, vitamin C and shampoo, baking soda, dish washing soap, home-made hot oil treatment, I think thats all I've done. and my pink isn't coming out but I think all the black has turned to brown which is good.

Sonic and Parks

Its so weird to think you know someone for over 5 years and come to find out you never really knew them at all. All the memories made, just to mean nothing at all. And it happens in just a matter of seconds.

It feels like a giant weight has been lifted

I have all of next week off from school! No more finals! Ahh, its so nice. AND I have never been this awake on a Thursday since this past quarter even started. It's really weird cuz I woke up at 6 with no alarm and then fell back asleep till 8 cuz Busa was all up in my face and jumping on me and making a whole lot of noise. I've cleaned a little already and Ive been posting stuff on 29yardsales.com for most of the day since I actually have stuff to get rid of thats just sitting around doing nothing what. so. ever. I cooked lunch, it didn't turn out perfect but its pretty good. I figured I'd start posting my wonderful projects from this now past quarter. I will post my deviant art, Ive already started. My photography deviantart is SpokenStillPhoto, and my design one is MeggerzDesign.
I am taking the black and pink out of my hair and I am leaving it alone so it will grow. I know this is super shocking esp for all of the people who have known me, esp those who have known me a long time. Im going to make a collage in memory of my hair lol.

California is wonderful.. OH if only

On my way home today from my final I ran into someone with too much road rage. He was in a Filta van, even though this guy was in a company van he sped up when I was attempting to pass him so then it made it to where I cut him off. Well he took it personal. After getting out of the mountain he proceeded to tail gate me and was inches away from hitting me and then ran me off the road, literally almost hit my car and was in my lane and forced me to get on the median.. A GROWN ASS MAN gets upset over something that he himself had caused. After he ran me off I got back in front by passing the van that was in front of me before this dick messed with me. So this guy in the filta van sped up and continued to ride my butt. In response to that I kept the same speed as the car next to me which conveniently sped up and would slow down which pissed the guy off more. Finally he got the point and backed off and I let him pass.

I really dont like it here. The people here are rude, inconsiderate and have almost no common sense. I can't wait to get out of here.

Other than that, Chris and I are doing very well. This weekend was good, my cooking is always better when chris is home lol. Its weird how that works, I guess that because I'm only cooking for myself I dont really care.
Oh I'm going to be cooking my way through a Japanese cook book, I just got to go get one. I'm also going to fade my hair on purpose and get my hair to look semi normal, I'm sad I'm getting rid of the pink n purple but its time. My hair doesn't match my clothes (if that makes sense) I out grew all those clothes, like really, within a matter of 6 months I out grew most of my shirts and now some of my jeans don't fit, I have to get some more belts or something.
I feel like I'm babbling.

I'm going to go finish my last project of the quarter :)

peat or repeat

I know I keep repeating myself but I want to go home. I don't like California. I don't like the drivers, I don't like most of the people, because most of them are rude and inconsiderate. I want to be around the rest of my family. Don't get me wrong I want to be with Chris all the time, but since hes been gone at his course I don't really get to see him that much. I just miss being around my family. I miss being around decent people. I miss grass, even tho I'm allergic to it lol. I miss the clear blue skys of Texas, and having humidity and I miss rain. I miss the people I have grown up with.

I don't know what it is but Thursdays I am always exhausted. I go 90 to nothing monday thru wednesday and then thursday comes around and its like my body is like okay you can't do anything today.

I miss home

I miss the nights when I was surrounded by friends that truely love me and think i'm more than a pretty face. I miss Texas, I miss being in the town that we all thought there was nothing to do in. Now that I am really in the middle of no where, I'd love to be back in that small town with my family.
I dyed my hair purple, pink, turquoise and a tad bit of orange. It didn't turn out that great, as in I'm past that stage in my life. As much as I love dying my hair all these wonderful colors Its time to settle down. I don't know how well this is going to work lol, but I'm going to grow out my natural hair color which people haven't seen in years and I'm not sure If ill be able to handle that either but we will see.
I'm watching the VMA's and its retarded that I know this isn't live because when it started on tv, it was dark outside not sunny with the sun going down. :( They'll air it live everywhere else except where its actually being recorded at. Idk, w.e.
Next weekend Chris and I are going to go see Resident Evil. I'M SO EXCITED!!! Resident Evil is possibly my favorite movie series of all time.
My last project for my design class is on a fortune cookie, and my fortune is "If you want the rainbow, you must put up with the rain" Which I can do the literal with rainbows and rain or I can take it more to a intellectual stand put. And I'm having some issues with come up with 50 thumbnails, but thats always the case now isn't it.
To be honest, I'm kind of scared to let anyone into my life and trust them the way that I use to. It's still all surface with all the people that Ive met at school.
I'm not going to put everything on here because the world doesn't need to know everything the people I can talk to, for the most part, know the in depth things but still, theres only stuff that Chris and I share. At first it was weird but now I only want to tell him everything, because he's the only one who knows all my secrets, all my downfalls, all that I have accomplished, everything that makes me, me.
OH my hair is now Black with pink and a tiny tiny bit of purple. I didn't finish my thought earlier lol.
Well Its bed/thumbnail time. Good night

2 weeks left

I have only 2 weeks left of this quarter, and a crap load of stuff to finish. BUT I'm excited lol, these 11 weeks have gone by so fast its nuts. I'm so much closer to getting my degree.
5 days ago Chris and I celebrated our 1 Year anniversary! :D I know its exciting! :) We went to San Diego and had some fun. We went to Sea World and out to eat and to the movies. It was really nice, we got to spend some quality time together. :) We have come so far and its so nice to be married to the most wonderful man on earth. I love my Best Friend and he loves me :)

I still haven't found a job, and its kind of frustrating, I'm not use to this whole not working thing. I just need something like a couple days a week. Just so I have a job. Hopefully I can get my tshirt company going soon so I can get that going and then that can be my job.

A lot has happened since my last post, even tho that wasn't really anything. But Idk what to talk about. I'm going to try and get my hair trimmed tomorrow since its in bad shape. I also want to dye it but i think I'll be doing that myself.

San Diego here we come

Mine and Chris' one year is in two days :D and we are going to San Diego to celebrate. I'm pretty much excited.

I love my family and I miss them.

This post isn't long, cuz I dont really have anything that I want to share with the world, plus I'm tired. So maybe later.