Not the best day ever

It started out last night when I couldn't for the life of me fall asleep. I laid down for a good 3 hours and couldn't sleep. I tried closing my eyes, turned on the tv, cuddled with Busa, went to the bathroom, drank some water. Nothing was working.. I woke up this morning with my middle finger swollen to the size a little bit smaller than a quarter and hurting/itching really bad and my pinky was swollen too due to some sort of bug bites, I think that its spiders but im not sure. I got one on my arm on a leaf of my tattoo and on my eye brow. So I went to school early for a registration workshop for this next quarter and got their early.. I started getting sick and being really tired.. I got free food, but I wasn't hungry. I went to Algebra and freaking bombed my midterm, which is EXTREMELY ODD my professor was even confused be was like what happened?! So I'm retaking it again tomorrow.. night. so I will be at school for almost 12 hours.. I'm not excited. I was bumbed about my midterm and didn't feel good. I'm driving home started smoking and in trying to get my ipod/getting cut off my bud came off went inbetween my legs burnt my seat and burned my inner thigh multiple times.. I just wanted to get home to sleep I was so ready to be home but no I have a freaking 1hr and 15 min drive home..
like I said not the best day ever

Busa still wont go to the bathroom outside and I'm about to go nuts with how many times I have to spot clean the carpet.. I really hope I can get something done tomorrow in the longest break of my life..
I'm going to try to sleep and hopefully it works.
I miss my hubby a whole bunch and wish he was home, this sucks.

Broken hearts and new companions

I don't even know where to start. We took Lexi to the shelter, I feel bad but I could not stand her anymore Ive tried disciplining her and trying everything that I could while trying to take care of my school and nothing was working. Last week she pooped in her cage and for those of you who haven't heard what happened heres what happened. Wednesdays are my long days at school, and I wasn't having the best day ever. My period came at the worst time, and the one day I forgot my supplies is when it comes. I didn't get to talk to Chris most of the day so that didn't help. Before I left for school I was rushing to finish up my projects since I didn't get them done on the weekend. Lexi wasn't helping and she kept having to go to the bathroom so I was attempting to get my stuff done and let her out and then let her in because she was barking at anything and everything. I didn't have time to make my lunch/dinner so I ended up going to Jack in tha Crack with my new friend Amber who is in both of my classes on Wednesday. I go to class and I was having issues concentrating and I was all kinds of moody. But on my break between my color theory and Observational drawing classes one of my friends friends thought that I was a fashion major since I was "fashionable" lol it was a guy but i thanked him for the compliment and told him that I was graphic design major and he was like oh. But anyways I get home and I open the door to my apartment and this wave of $%!# smell came and slapped me in the face. (which I was soooooo freaking excited to come home to) I got up to Lexi's kennel and theres a spot where the poop was, but it was missing... (great she ate her poop, awesome..) I let her outside to relieve herself and in the process I notice that we got a package so I brought it inside. While Lexi was outside I cleaned the crate and in the process the towel that was in there had poop in it and while I was taking out that towel it fell to the floor. -_-, I finished cleaning that up too and let Lexi in. I started opening up the package and she throws up, and what is it that she throws up you ask. HER POOP THAT SHE ATE, but in liquid form along with saliva and acid from her stomach. I get up go to get a bag to put it in and while im not looking she vomits two more times. 2! in the matter of one min. The first one is like small no big deal, but the second one, oh my goodness its a full turd and liquid. I don't know if that many people have ever came in to contact with regurgitated poop but it smells waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy freaking worse when it comes up the second time. I kicked her out while I cleaned this nastiness up and she threw more up outside (thank god, I was getting tired of the smell) My question is, isn't a dog smart enough to not eat its own poo, they eat other animals poo but their own?! Why?! I have never heard of a dog doing that.
All I wanted to do was come home and sleep.. and not have to clean up nasty poo throw up. The next day she ended up eating my food that was on the table for the 100th time. At that point I just couldn't take it anymore. I tried contacting the Border Collie rescue here in California but they couldn't take her but they also didn't get back to me till after we took her to the shelter. The humane society in Palm Springs is freaking rude, don't ever do anything with them, not that you guys will but if you ever come to live in cali don't do anything with them. We tried the humane society in Joshua Tree and they had a waiting list, so we went to the shelter in 29. I felt so bad for her, I love her but I just couldn't do it anymore, she already drained us of money and she wouldn't listen to me. When we took her in she wouldn't eat a treat and her ears went back and had the saddest eyes.. the worst part is that she looked at me and you could tell that if she could talk she would have said why are you doing this to me, I'm sorry but please don't leave me here. I still feel horrible but theres nothing that I could do to help her. Before we went to drop her off I looked up Dachshund puppies so then we could get one and man are they expensive!! The ones that I was finding were 825 a pop and I stopped at 1200. I continued looking and found someone who had puppies still and they were only 200 so I called the lady up and told her that I would like to come look. So thats where we went after we dropped Lexi off. We ended up getting Busa (short for hayabusa, the bike that Suzuki makes) He is soooo cute, he's been doing so well. He is 14 weeks and is catching on well. Were still having potty training issues but were working on it. He sleeps alot and he has to be with me at all times or he cries uncontrollably lol. He is very playful and super cute and loving. He is such a better fit than lexi. He doesn't run off when we go outside he doesn't even need a leash cuz he stays close.
I dyed my hair lol what a surprise right.
I was getting tired of my faded hair so I had to do something to it. :) you can't see the black streak in it but its there and it looks bad a, it makes me happy. I still don't know where to get my hair done so I'm doing it myself till we go back home to Texas.
Heres the start of my Fund. of design project. Its for the Record of the biggest bird in the world, which is a Steller's Sea Eagle if you are wondering. When i'm finished I'll post it. I have other sketches that I did this week but I really dont care a whole lot about them. I could put them up.. nah.
I think thats all thats been going on for the past week, if I remember something I'll post it or what not.

Smiles

I had so much fun this weekend. Chris and I finally got to go on a date, which we haven't got to do in who knows how long. We went to k1 racing. Which if you don't know it's inside gocarts. The gocarts go upto like 45 mph but there's not a long enough straight away that you can get up to that speed. But anyways Daniel told Chris about it awhile back and so we went and it was awesome. I spun out once cuz these stupid idiots kept running into me. And then I kept getting stuck behind the little kids and my time would of course suck. Chris did really good tho lol. After that we went home and chilled a little bit and then got dressed up and went to dinner and a movie. It was sooooooooooo nice being able to do that, esp since I'm only getting weekends with him right now till he's done with training. So I just chill with Davis or Christina when I'm not at school.
Lexi has been having major issues with obeying but yesterday she did really well. I am tired of her and would like a puppy of a breed not so hyper. Esp now that I'm in schol my school work pretty much takes up my time at home but it is nice to have company while I'm doing my homework. Speaking of school I have so much to do this week, but I'm excited :) my three little pigs project is just about done just got to add a few details and then mount it to my board. If I remember I'll post pictures of that and my pretty color wheel.

WOOOOOOO schoooooooolll!!!!

The past two weeks have been so hectic! I started school on the 12th and its like I hit the ground running. Its so crazy! My algebra class isn't bad at all since I am pretty good at math and this is mainly a refresher for me but its alright. My Fund. of design class is a review of my design class I took at quad C so its just different projects over things that I already know about. So that is nice. My color theory class is probably my FAVORITE class, one cuz i like colors and i like figuring out what goes together, two my professor is hilarious and he has had so much experience its awesome. My observational drawing professor has an enormous portfolio. My load for the first week wasn't too bad but this week its a little more since I have more painting and more drawing to do but no matter how much I have to do I love it. Its nice doing what I really want to be doing and not this stupid crap that quad C had me go through.
I took a placement test at the AI and placed so much higher than I did at quad C and it just made me feel so much better. I knew that I can do algebra and that I have decent English skills. Quad C had me take over 2 classes of developmental Math courses that I didn't need to be in, it was a waste of time and a waste of money. And with English I don't like writing but I'm not horrible at it. I basically felt like a failure at Quad C and going to the Art Institute had most definitely changed that. I am much more confident in who I am and what I am doing and it makes me very happy.

This past weekend my mom and grandpa came out to our house and spent the weekend with us. I really enjoyed it. I have not been able to get to spend a lot of time with my Grandpa since I was I think 17. He didn't get to go to my graduation and then couldn't make it to the wedding so it was really nice being able to spend time with him and see him.

I really need to either color my hair or trim it my ends are getting bad but I don't know where to go out here since I don't really know anyone and I don't really trust just anyone to do my hair so I have to wait till we go back to Texas. I miss Texas

Took a tour at the Art Institute today

Monday I might be starting school at the Art Institute, but I wont know until Monday lol, but I am very very excited! I have never ever been this excited about school.. well maybe my senior year since I got to do what ever the flip I wanted to but I think this is way more exciting.

While I was at the art institute today I saw a girl with turquoise and black hair walk by. It made me miss my hair desperately. It is something I most def. miss. I'm going to attempt to get a job at the art institute and if I do then hopefully I can dye my hair how ever I want to :D cuz I still have all my colors so if I really wanted to I could do it and possibly Chris could help me. The art institute that I will be going to is still very small but that doesn't bother me much they are still growing. I really hope I get accepted because even though it is a drive to get up there it would be so nice to go to a school that specializes in my field. AHHHHHHH IM SO STOCKED!!!!! :D :D

Were not keeping Lexi shes chewing up more and more of my stuff so shes going back home. I just can't stand her anymore. She needs a back yard and other dogs to play with, we are too low key for her so her going back home will just be better for her.

"Welcome to Cali!"

Nothing like and earthquake to welcome me to California. You might have heard about the earthquake on the news or maybe not idk if they'd talk about it in Texas but 28 miles from Palm Springs there was a 5.4 Earthquake Wednesday afternoon. I was just sitting at my desk talking to my mom and then it felt like someone came up behind me and started shaking my chair. I turned around and freaked out cuz obviously no one was there, Lexi was under my desk so it wasn't her. So as I looked around everything else started to shake. IT WAS SCARY!!! It was my first Earthquake and I didn't think I would freak out but I did. I felt like a little girl with the way that I freaked out. Almost immediately Christina called me and I was like DID YOU FEEL THAT lol and she was like oh yeah are you okay? Normally she texts me and was like did you feel that?! and normally I have no idea what she is talking about since its so small but man that time I most definitely felt it.

I was getting kinda frustrated at how dirty my kitchen was getting and how horrible it was set up cuz at the beginning it wasn't a big deal but as time went on I could tell that I needed to switch things around for more counter space. So since I needed to desperately clean it I just moved everything around and it looks 100 times better. Chris came home and I couldn't wait for him to go in there so I was like GO look at the kitchen!! :D :D he liked it :D Quote "I haven't seen it this clean since I got here" so its super mega clean!! lol

Boom boom!!

The 4th of July was great, really great. We got to go home and spend some time with the family. I'm really happy we got to go home, I miss my family and its kind of difficult not being able to just go over to one of my parents house and chill or get some free food :P. But really, I miss being close to my family.
Yesterday I jumped on my financial aid, I went hardcore scholarship applying for two hours, reading, applying, writing. I eventually got a massive headache and took awhile for it to go away. I'm almost finished with Darlene's Christmas present from last year. Yes I know its been more than half a year but its just taken a little bit to finish this part of her present. I did give her other presents for Christmas so its not like I just didn't giver her anything.

Lexi chewed up one of my flipflops last night. I close the door to shower and she goes for my flip flop. She hasn't chewed up anything for about three weeks now and she goes and does this. I think its just because she was mad at me, but oh well at least I have another pair.